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Monday, July 14, 2008 | Monday, July 14, 2008

monday blues.

didnt went school today. nvr work as well because baby booking in at 10 zz. he told me many things, many many things @ his house. i guess he's true, the one that i've been missing about right now, at this moment. i should play my part as a girf as well - trust. trust him. i'll kept all my past memories in my heart & let our love replenish the hurts i once had. i'm beginning to lost contact with him. and i guess its also a good news ba. i should not let him have the feelings that linger within. i dont wish to give false hopes. i still treat him as a friend if ever he does too. he told me, before we lost contact, he said he will wait for me. how could i be so selfish. i'm now attach with wonderful boyf. i cant find any reason to leave him, and i don wish too right now. i'm feeling secured rather than with you. he understand me as well. though yue lao cut off our red thread, but i'm still sincerely lucky that i've met you once in my life time. thanks so much for the past you gave. the memories we had, nvr be earsed :) friends forever.

after 12, its baby & me 1 month anniversary. he had been telling me that tmrw is 15th since morning i went over and meet him at yishun. haha, i told him if we're happy everyday, everyday is 15th, everyday is valentine day. he smiled back at me. we went plaza sing today watched 10 promises to your dog, well i cried when the dog die :'( awww. i cried and baby laughing at me. then he told me beside him that guy also crying. cry even harder than me i guess? lmaos. we had minor conflicts today. maybe both of us lack of sleepness then lose our temper. baby keep apologise =/ it takes both hands to clap. partly my fault i guess. but its just over small matters ha. zz. feeling rather low now though its one month anni hais.

going school tmrw already. a bit sian. n level coming as well. hais but i told baby i'm gg to try to work hard. especially violin practises. i'm gg to be a violin teacher in future. in order to reach my goal, i had to scarifice now. baby send me home and book in ler. i'm missing him now and then. HAIISSS

My mood : ='( cries. monday blue.
seriously i really think i'm short. zz. upon looking at the photos with my boyfriend. it tells me somehow i'm fat and short. omg this feeling sucks. kill me please~~ stupid dey! T.T

took photos @ baby's house as he requested