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Monday, December 22, 2008 | Monday, December 22, 2008
aloha people. i'm not really happy. had conflicts with baby
i guess it was the wait at my sis's house & over damn small issue can?
my sis's house was just opposite baby's ex gf house (just across the road)
and he keep repeating so many times of visiting his ex's house upon waiting for me to go find my sis
and of course i replied "if that can makes you happier, then go ahead and find her!"
he said "my ex last time told me i can bring new gf go her house tgt.. you wan go tgt?"
guess my reaction...... who wont be feeling hot when you bf/gf ask you this question?
please la. wait for me for like 2 hours at my sis house WITH ME, not alone.. cant ah?
i bloody wait for 1 year for his ns lei. help me measure the waiting time can?
ok then this issue was over.... few mins later.. this matter come back again!
he said again.... "my ex house is there!" zzzzzzz.....
then i did it on purpose.. i said, "my ex house very near here also, at sengkang. later you go find your ex lo since so near. then i go find my ex as well.. ok?"
then we quarrelled again. whose fault? was it me?? fuck when i talk about this
i'm feeling hot. we both skipped dinner. i was talking to my sis over serious matter.
he sit at the sofa watching tv. if he is feeling hungry, he should say right?
instead he keep quiet and show me his bloody attitude to let me know he is hungry.
do i look like a god? that can see true a person whether he is feeling hungry?
*faint pls* then he send me back home. pass me my things and i left. i walked home alone.
he is late to book in already. i'm sorry to cause the late book in but i don mean to.
aiya whatever it is.......... i am very very very disappointed in every words, every promises, every things you said.
PLEASE DONT SHOW YOUR ATTITUDE ALREADY THEN APOLOGIZED
and ask me why use this type of tone talk to you! cause you dont deserved me to talk to you nicely.
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i plan so much of things every month for who?
i did anniversary cards every months for who?
i gave surprises for who?
the one that made me wanna wait for him is who?
xmas and everything who plan?
when i dunno wad i wanna eat, as there are too many choices..
you started to say "why i got sucha no zu jian de gf.."
you can don wan if i'm not your type of tea..
i'm really really cheng xim....
when i think of everything. i really wonders...
how much you love me.. when you say you love me..
i ask how much? you say very much... i start to believe and asked "really?(",)"
you replied "no..." my heart sanked.
seriously when you say that my heart immediately sanked.
i dun wanna say anymore. see how long we could last.
but i touch my heart and say i love you 100%
no matter how. you still my precious boy. i wont let go of you till you don wan me le.
i love you.. i hope you understand how i feels that is why i post this.
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alot of things to be done tmrw!!
i going dye my hair with angel (my supervisor hoho)
go birthday party with all my geeks.
shaohao.keting.jiawei.emily.yinyin.yongyou and dunno still have who.....
lol. at keting's condo(directly at opp ps!very nice condo)
then to bishan and amk to collect my violin books.
and back to shop to take the present which i ask angel help me buy..
a present for baby.. i hope he appreciate everything i've done..
k la gtg. nites everyone. i miss red suddenly dunno why.
seems like i have a lot of things to tell her..
(btw baby change new bike.. and i'm not afraid! he got me a new white helmet! hehe^^)
