Thursday, July 31, 2008 | Thursday, July 31, 2008
cold fear gripped me as i began to imagine all sort of things that could happen to me if i failed my prelim. nervously, cold sweat trickled down my forehead and all sort of frightening thoughts flooded my mind. rawr. i swear i'm going to study after this post. i was just wanting to express my feelings now. sometimes i actually felt demoralised because failed my test again and again. the haze of fears will start tomorrowwwwww ~ omg the actual n levels were so near, counting down - 1 more month to go. pls pls pls plsss brain, think properly tmrw.
good luck peeps taking exams tmrw.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008 | Wednesday, July 30, 2008
today, its horrible - not only referring to the weather.
the shocking news was, my classmate, Emily was down w hand-food-mouth disease. though jude had inform the OM and they claims that they had clean the classroom. but, the class was just as filthy as before -_- i bet they cleaned the wrong classroom! because we were moved to level 1 , 1e1 classroom where the virus spread. but the cleaners might had mistook the classroom, they clean the level 4, 4a2 classroom instead. that's what coming from my mind luh. dun really knows did they really had cleaned it, i wonders. well, to make the matter worst, yin had actually shared foods w em yst (tom yum soup & bread!) & i doubt few days later it gonna outbreak fr yin. ha good luck siol. furthermore, i had ulcers & eva had blister. its symtoms of hand food mouth disease. therefore, together yin that group, me & eva was warranty =.= then during recess, eva and me might be over reacting or smth, paranoid i guess? so as to be considerate, choy la if we really had the virus, we wipe with tissues after we used the utensil ourselves. ha. but whatever it is i still think i'm not as paranoid as mdm chua, she's going to take injection. hahahahahaha.
anyway, took photos in school. upload soon.
cause i'm turning in soon =)
get well soon, dearest em!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 | Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Endless Story by Yuna ito
If you haven’t changed your mind
Soba ni ite hoshii yo Tonight
Tsuyogaru koto ni tsukareta no
Osana sugita no Everytime I think about you baby
Ima nara ieru I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry
Tatoeba dare ka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni
Utaitai kono uta wo
Owara nai story tsuduku kono kagayaki ni
Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni
Memories of our time together
Kesa nai de kono mama don’t go away
Atatakaku toke dashite tashikameru no
Yasashisa no shizuku kono mune ni hirogatteku
Setsu nai hodo ni I’m missing you
Kasaneta te hanasa naide
Tatoeba kanau nara mou ichido anata no tame ni
Utai tai kono uta wo
Owara nai story taemanai itoshisa de
tell me why oshiete yo zutto eien ni
Tatoeba dare ka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni
Utaitai kono uta wo
Owara nai story tsuduku kono kagayaki ni
Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni
Tatoeba kanau nara mou ichido anata no tame ni
Utai tai kono uta wo
Owara nai story taemanai itoshisa de
tell me why oshiete yo zutto eien ni
English translate
If you haven’t changed your mind
Then I want you by my side Tonight
I’m so tired of always having to bluff
Everytime I think about you baby, I feel so young
If I could just tell you I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry
You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever
Memories of our time together
this way, they don’t go away
Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,
gentle tears started to spread over my chest
This is not where it ends, I’m missing you
please don’t let go of my hand
You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever
You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever
You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever
| Tuesday, July 29, 2008
didnt went school for like dunno how long =/
Watched prom night, not very nice show.
the sound effect jumped me actually. oh yes,
the atmosphere in the cinema & at home is totally different.
| Tuesday, July 29, 2008
jerlyn.
you will be in heaven now, a better place.
relieved from your pains, finally.
people around you, your loves one, your friends,
will always rmb you as a cheerful young lady.
we know you will be looking over us.
rest in peace, dear girl.
may we have the chance to meet in our next life.
anyway i hope mulin is fine now.
cause i know, she is damn close with jerlyn.
j's family & her heart breaks 10 times painful than others.
this is jerlyn
this is jelyn's favourite, its was all around her coffin.
Sunday, July 27, 2008 | Sunday, July 27, 2008
its 2.30am right now
hereby, thanks :
rui, gk, chuan, ben, jh
you guys nvr fails to make me =) when i'm =(
thanks for being there.
rui,gk,chuan coming down find me right now,
at this hour. see how good were they?
| Sunday, July 27, 2008
i'm so pissed off right now.
reached home saw ah nat, barry at my house.
i came home with my face black,
but ah nat cheered me up. thanks ah nat =)
i'm feeling better now.
quarrelled with that fellow just now & i'm absolute pissed off.
didnt response to him at all when he talk to me on our way home.
the on & off decision makes me feel stupid.
once you decide smth, pls dont change yr mind again.
if you nvr plan to go, please don say you're going.
if you plan to go, stop giving piece of shyt excuses.
i'm turning in. daym mood.
tmrw going uncle's house - house warming :D
tmrw will be a better day. smile :)
Thursday, July 24, 2008 | Thursday, July 24, 2008
i'm sorry i've got to move on & leave you behind
sinfully heartbreaker.
| Thursday, July 24, 2008
Recently......
R.I.P jerlyn
R.I.P john
R.I.P manman
we shall meet each other in our next life..
life's short, live it to the fullest.
hope you're all in a better place now.
its 2am right now. i'm still awake and hyper. dunno what's wrong. had minor conflicts with baby just now. after sometimes, we were okay then & i've decided to blog for no idea why. HAHA. apologised to one another & that part was loving. rofl. i've decided many things and best not to mention it here. well, though rs problems is sickening and sucks a lot! i tried my best to handle it in a nice way. hopefully, i'll be sensible enough to think as i'm growing every 3rd of May each year. argh whatever it is, i guess i'm turning in SOON. i am trying my best to count baby which he suggested. rofl. hopefully that helps. Anyway, i need HAPPY PILLS!
i guess i'm down with my backbone probs again.
god daym it. luckily no injections were in the process =/
good night peeps & readers,
last but not least,
good night loves <3
Mom & Dad30th Anniversary & still counting on..
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 | Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 | Tuesday, July 22, 2008
well, yst was Racial Harmony Day :D & we're supposed to wear ethinic costumes. heh. i did! i would like to tell everyone Singapore is a multi racial country, so stop racist alright and save the earth haha. i know it got nothing to do with it. but as long as i'm living in this world one day, i'll help to save the environment :D okay. whatever crabs, prawn, sotong, lol. today, didnt attend school as i was extremely tired though i slept quite early last night. yes i don deny that i'm actually a pig. wahaha. but usually at night i'm hyper and awake. and another reason of skipping school today was because today have 3 periods of damn mother tongue lessons awww. boring lesson. i think MOE should remove this pathetic subject zzz -.- anyway, went work at 4+ then my superwoman mom brought dinner for me. dont get too envy ha. a very small percentage of mothers in singapore would usually send foods down to your work place personally. aint it? ha. that's the reason why she's my superwoman - Mom :D and definitely, 1/4 of my salary would be hers. anwyay, prelims coming zz. didnt study yet. been reading novels recently as i went library to borrow books few days ago. i've got so hypnotized with novels and i devoted my free time on them. duh =/ i need to study, i told myself for like billions of time. yet i'm still same old restless =.- yawn was the reaction that coming from my mind ROFL. whatever it is, i'm going school tmrw. shit yo school. good night peeps ^^
i thought time heals everything eventually,
but even it heals, the scars still remained.
it dont actually heal completely..
| Tuesday, July 22, 2008
selling burberry bag for $250 only. Used once.
Dearest Purple :D the one w me every night
ME!
Photos taken in school
this is yu jia's class == rofl~
presenting to you, Emily!
Emily & me!
Ke Ting (twinnie) & me!
Yong You & Me!
Baby & me! We went library and borrowed 4 books :D*
thanks for the accompany baby loves.
Any good offer for this Gucci bag?
Amanda, Eileen, Me - iMac webcam lols
These photos below all taken during Racial Harmony Day in school ;D
Emily & me AGAIN.. :D
Eva & Me, i love her costume.
the wind was blowing.. haha
Clement & Me
Yin (Khakis) & Me!
She refused to take a shot with me! zz!
Hambali & Me (he claimed that i'm his 4th wife, haha)
Eunice & Me! =))
left to right - me, eva, eunice.
Friends forever :D
Myself! & i look extreme short dunno why z.
End of concert
Monday, July 14, 2008 | Monday, July 14, 2008
monday blues.didnt went school today. nvr work as well because baby booking in at 10 zz. he told me many things, many many things @ his house. i guess he's true, the one that i've been missing about right now, at this moment. i should play my part as a girf as well - trust. trust him. i'll kept all my past memories in my heart & let our love replenish the hurts i once had. i'm beginning to lost contact with him. and i guess its also a good news ba. i should not let him have the feelings that linger within. i dont wish to give false hopes. i still treat him as a friend if ever he does too. he told me, before we lost contact, he said he will wait for me. how could i be so selfish. i'm now attach with wonderful boyf. i cant find any reason to leave him, and i don wish too right now. i'm feeling secured rather than with you. he understand me as well. though yue lao cut off our red thread, but i'm still sincerely lucky that i've met you once in my life time. thanks so much for the past you gave. the memories we had, nvr be earsed :) friends forever.
after 12, its baby & me 1 month anniversary. he had been telling me that tmrw is 15th since morning i went over and meet him at yishun. haha, i told him if we're happy everyday, everyday is 15th, everyday is valentine day. he smiled back at me. we went plaza sing today watched 10 promises to your dog, well i cried when the dog die :'( awww. i cried and baby laughing at me. then he told me beside him that guy also crying. cry even harder than me i guess? lmaos. we had minor conflicts today. maybe both of us lack of sleepness then lose our temper. baby keep apologise =/ it takes both hands to clap. partly my fault i guess. but its just over small matters ha. zz. feeling rather low now though its one month anni hais.
going school tmrw already. a bit sian. n level coming as well. hais but i told baby i'm gg to try to work hard. especially violin practises. i'm gg to be a violin teacher in future. in order to reach my goal, i had to scarifice now. baby send me home and book in ler. i'm missing him now and then. HAIISSS
My mood : ='( cries. monday blue.
seriously i really think i'm short. zz. upon looking at the photos with my boyfriend. it tells me somehow i'm fat and short. omg this feeling sucks. kill me please~~ stupid dey! T.T
took photos @ baby's house as he requested
