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Thursday, June 24, 2010 | Thursday, June 24, 2010
just came back from gala's birthday. charlet at aloha. very shag and i dunno what's wrong with my bloody stomach. cramps lately =( photos will be uploaded once i'm free these few days. hope he had enjoy himself today. he is tall and skinny. known him for years since sec sch. small gathering with sec frens as well. hah. TIME TELEPORTS AGAIN..
btw, i dunno lar. my feeling strange strange one lei! dunno why. i guess since 8 june ba. everything seems different. i felt like some depression kid. i had nightmare. either i eat a lot or i dont eat a single thing. i angry for something which i should not be and for no reason. i make a big fuss. i find myself always dirty and i want a quick bath or wash my hands repeatedly. i can cry or drop my tears so easily that a yawn could actually make me cry. i always missing someone but i always tends to make him angry. i dunno why i have this feeling which i, myself could not control it. maybe i regretted for something i guess its sinful. i do not wan to elaborate anymore. all the best to myself (",)
there's actually many times i wanted to voice out. but.. it just need to take a lot of courage to do it. even facing baby, i cant do it. when he ask whether i regretted it, I AM. because sometimes i admit i cry in the night, alone. i am a sinful person. i hate myself very much.
how much i wish that it had never happen..
thanks for the constant promises you remind me again and again, because i know you will do it, for me. and i'll be waiting for you, for the day arrival. i love you and someone you-know-who. (i felt like crying after this post omg.)
