Mich is a loner right now, in this min, in this sec, at this moment.....

Precious not ard with me. Not ard to hug me, kiss me, cuddle tgt, tease me, bicker with me, dote me, bring me go mam-mam, bring me go gai-gai, crack silly jokes, laugh together...

I'm beginning to learn that tai-tai can be both good and bad, feeling rich and happy, yet lonely. sigh. if one day, i'm really a tai-tai, i'll learn mahjong, i'll learn to make delicious food for my hub, take the time to do my shopping sprees, spa, medi/pedi, massage, drive my own car, travel ard the world, my hobbies, water sports, anything under the sun i wish and finally i hoping myself to be daring enough, have the guts and try roller coaster, bungee jump & of course give birth to little babies.. to the very extreme! i know i'm pretending to be some bravo here. ha. i dont dare lah. dont dare to give birth though the kids are pretty adorable. kuku luh. haha. alright enough of my craps and prawns lar.

back to the point, seriously i feel like loner sial. kuku feeling.

friends suggesting...

clubs? nono.

supper? nono.

teebee? nono.

what bird lah. i dunno do what to kill my boredness

i know i miss precious but i cant see him right now. i miss his voice and his cuddling!

hate loneliness. hate this. smack it moron.

only precious is my antidote to my boredness.